by Philp Turner.
Joan Chittister, the American Benedictine, describes a seeker approaching a monastic. ‘What do you do in a monastery?’, the seeker asks. The monastic replies, ‘Oh, we fall and we get up; we fall and we get up; we fall and we get up.’[1]
Lent has now begun, the season when churches often provide focused ways to draw people into closer alignment with God revealed in Jesus. John Wesley highlighted prayer, searching the scriptures and receiving the Lord’s Supper as the ‘chief’ ways,[2] as well as worship, the ministry of the word and abstinence.[3] In various places Wesley adds other activities like drawing alongside the vulnerable, remembering that God in Jesus became vulnerable.[4] Lent, then, is an opportunity to offer the invitation to ‘be holy’,[5] though churches might choose different phrases to express this. Yet, I’m drawn back to Chittister’s description of Christian community. While churches raise people’s aspirations for following Christ, to what extent do our churches also use Lent to normalise falling and failing as integral and inevitable? In addition to equipping people with the tools to press forward in discipleship, how well do we prepare others (and ourselves) for when we fall flat on our faces?
The world of politicians and celebrities can set the tone for much of life. We raise up those who, by various criteria, do well, and we ensure that those who miss the mark are shamed. There is merit to this: no one should celebrate actions that cause harm to others. Yet there a risk that the vitriol of social media unwittingly creates our embodied theology. Unless churches regularly check public discourse with the narrative of failure that is integral to the path of holiness, and with teaching of how people can get up after their fall, might churches risk promoting a gospel not found in the Bible?
Lent often begins through highlighting the Temptations of Jesus. Mark is silent on how well Jesus did with these temptations,[6] but it is Hebrews,[7] perhaps drawing on Matthew[8] and Luke,[9] that enables the celebrant to exhort Lenten worshippers that Jesus was ‘tempted in every way as we are, yet without sin.’[10] While good and right, the congregation might understandably hear that failure is something that should not be part of Christian experience, and perfect performance as the only proper narrative of the church. Yet Mark presents Jesus’ disciples as aspiring to be the best, but ultimately and persistently failing in their understanding and their lack of faith. Mark is a Gospel that shows the followers of Jesus as those who fall, and get up; fall, and get up; fall, and get up.
I work as a chaplain in an acute hospital where, like throughout the NHS, doctors and nurses can be portrayed as ‘heroes’ who miraculously fix and heal. Lower status is given the staff known as ‘Allied Health Professionals’. These are Speech and Language Therapists, who support you as you learn to eat, for example, after a stroke. These are Physiotherapists who help you improve your strength, for example, after or hip replacement or a time in intensive care. These are Occupational Therapists who support you as you think through changes you might need to make to your everyday living. These wonderful people perform necessary roles because, in life, unfortunate things do happen and we need people, quite literally, to help us back on to our feet.
Perhaps this comes primarily from outside the church, but too often there is a narrative that being a Christian is equal to living a perfectly performed life, and holiness is equal to flawlessness. This is not the narrative of scripture. The Bible highlights Jacob, Moses and David, as well as Peter and Paul, because, through their failings, God’s glory shines. They all had at least one person in their lives who saw holiness not equal to ‘zero defects’, and the path to holiness not equal to a perfectionistic programme. Clearly, failure was not their goal, and it should not be ours, but what if the Gospel presents falling as a necessary part – evidence, even – that someone might be sincerely aspiring to be a follower of Jesus? And, if so, does our church have an ‘Allied Health Professional’ to help get people back on their feet?
[1] Joan Chittister, Seeing with our Souls: Monastic Wisdom for Everyday (London: Sheed & Ward, 2002)
[2] John Wesley, ‘The Means of Grace’ in The Works of John Wesley, volume 1 ed. by Albert C. Outler (Nashville: Abingdon Press, 1984)
[3] John Wesley, ‘The Nature, Design, and the General Rules of the United Societies’, in in The Works of John Wesley, volume 9 ed. by Rupert E. Davies (Nashville: Abingdon Press, 1989)
[4] See Philippians 2.5-11 and Matthew 25.31-46.
[5] See Leviticus 11.44-45. See also Leviticus 19.2; 20.26; 21.8 and 1 Peter 1.15. Methodists in Lent might even want to offer the invitation to ‘spread scriptural holiness’
[6] See Mark 1.13.
[7] Hebrews 4.15
[8] Matthew 4.1-11
[9] Luke 4.1-13
[10] See Trustees for Methodist Church Purposes, The Methodist Worship Book (Peterborough: Methodist Publishing House, 1999), p.154.